Saturday, November 29, 2008

Thanksgiving Special...

Yesterday was a weird day, of thanks, reflection and retrospect... a deep feeling of unease overwhelmed me as I heard / thought through debate along the following lines:

ForevervsTill Whenever
this is something we need to work on together.these things have to feel smooth...
I'm committed, I still need you.nothing lasts forever, I'll be fine.
we started this for a reason; giving a little on ends leaves us both with alot.thanks, but there's just no more here; we need to move on.
love is hard work and understanding and forgiving.love is a fleeting thing
there's no such thing as love
Stay!Goodbye!

I posted something here from my cell phone, but it seems it got lost... :/ It was along the lines of love being an idea, and different for different people, but still, generally, a good idea to live with! :p I envy my own parent's forever love; and I've seen their hard work, and their sacrifice... (on both sides).. a friend said yesterday:

I've given up on the local women here, their idea of a relationship is just someone to go out and have drinks with... no sense of it being a project, to grow into...

I also had other conversations around the notion... today, I am simply sad; for myself, and everyone else who couldn't get it right the first 5 times... not so sure about those who have never eaten from greener pastures... even though it always looks greener on the other side... :(

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